perspective of an amateur

There she goes again
Yet again after the pain
Regretting them life's stain
After trouble so vain

She snorts a monster line
Feeling dizzy, high as a pine
She looks around, everything so fine
Men and women caught by the spine

She tries sitting but she wants to walk
She tries walking but all she do is talk
The pain kicks in burning her nerves
She wants to scream but only laughs

She knows the end is near
The time to remember all so dear
Lying on the floor twitching
Memories pass rapidly switching

Feeling sorry, she tries to cry
With a throat so very dry
The fun trip now has its grip
Tentacles drag her to the abyss
To the abyss