perspective of an amateur

Hit me now... You shall not run me down
I am the one you can't kill
You may be strong but I am never wrong
You may laugh but I always make you cry

You are weak inside, so uninitiated
You follow your heart but it follows me
May god save the one you are
But if you believe him I am true

You have much to pay
Trespasses unforgivable... much to pay
I am the one you feared, the one you dread
Look at me now, Feel the sun, tomorrow there is none

Talk to me, acknowledge me boy
With all your money health and power
You have no clemency cards
You are mine, like always, You weakling

Confess as much as you like
I am no padre, I am you, always were
Now you pay, Now you face the music
Ending your life, the one so sick..
the one so irreparably sick.

Hey my friend, what are you looking for?
In the dark, in the sun, what are you looking for?
Wake up from your dream
Rise up my friend you are more

Pitch black, unknown, why trouble yourself???
rise brother turn on the lights within
Find the god your lord in your head
Making you strong, making me strong

Seeing, believing shed your doubts
Hold your ground... weakness kills you slow
Peace you search in this storm
Read the weather only when it is calm

Chaos is the way of the universe
Like it is in this verse
Learn to feel my son, then feel the world
You are second to none, Rise now
Rise to the sun... Rise to the sun..

Dead man.. wake up, wake me up
This graveyard in paradise
Just when everything was right
Apocalypse shone down on us

All the answers, All the questions
Nevermind who the hell cares
Don't judge and you shall be spared
Prophecies gone wrong really wrong

Existense! the basic need
Never really is in our hands
We are tiny, flamable, expendable
Search not, you shall not overcome

Despair not my son, Keep options
Believe your leader
He may take you to the promise land
Think Not... you are already dead
Think Not... you are already dead
already dead.....

Are you satisfied?
Making me waste my sky,
My earth, my life
Are you happy dear?

Breaking me, shaking me
Hating me with all your hate
Twisting my neck, pressing my eyes
Are you satisfied?

Calling me names
Names that hurt me most
Saying it again yet again
Are you satisfied?

Cry my darling
Let out your pain
I am the one you need
Please bleed me dry

Forgiveness I ask not
I am guilty am I not
Convict me guity
For I killed your heart.