perspective of an amateur

Hit me now... You shall not run me down
I am the one you can't kill
You may be strong but I am never wrong
You may laugh but I always make you cry

You are weak inside, so uninitiated
You follow your heart but it follows me
May god save the one you are
But if you believe him I am true

You have much to pay
Trespasses unforgivable... much to pay
I am the one you feared, the one you dread
Look at me now, Feel the sun, tomorrow there is none

Talk to me, acknowledge me boy
With all your money health and power
You have no clemency cards
You are mine, like always, You weakling

Confess as much as you like
I am no padre, I am you, always were
Now you pay, Now you face the music
Ending your life, the one so sick..
the one so irreparably sick.