perspective of an amateur

The true essence of any work of art i believe is the amount of the artist that the artist is willing to put in honestly and unembellished.I consider this blog to be an account of my experiences n thoughts put in the wide net that someday someone may be reading to his content or his amusement n maybe to criticize the originality or the stupidity of the thoughts that has been portrayed. But the originality of the work n the stupidity r relative. And truly only seen with the mind of a comparator. The stupidity for a person might be the absolute portrayal of the true experience someone who has actually experienced what has been put on this blog... excuse my habit of writing long sentences n the lack of continuity while jumping from one clause to the next n not to mention my inconsistence in completing the thought that i first started to portray n later abandoned because i thought that might have been what i wanted. i have once heard in a movie that the absolute work that comes out of anyone is when one does the first draft without thinking much... wen u actually striking the keys without knowing that u r actually striking them. the first draft comes from the heart and wen thought is put in with the mind of a critic the work is misinterpreted and it loses all its honesty n beauty that has been put in it. It then becomes a work of the hand rather than a work of the heart n soul...

The finest moment in anyone's life who is actually trying to convey anything staying within the boundaries of language n reality n flow of thoughts is to read for the first time what he has intended through his draft. (the above thoughts is all adapted from the movie 'finding forester' starring sean connelly) in the lead role as William Forester whom i dont know n doesnt have the knowledge to know weather he is fictitious or real...

But one thing is for sure for the artist in me finds the thought truly honest n convincing to the deepest of my heart. i find it truly analogous to the thought of a painter or any fine artist that has the liberty of enjoying for the first time n being the first among all the people who ll see the work of art that he has done n later criticize or appreciate n comment, that he has achieved something that not any one has ever achieved or shall achieve as per his talent n his individuality.